men are a disease

ok so yesterday had me on my toes. i was about to have a panic attack when something happened(not going into details). xander spent the night last night..he was harder to get to sleep than usual. ugh..when he crys i go freakin nuts. today my mom came and took me and megan to the store..i bought megan a blow up bed and i got grocerys for us...there goes all my money haha. preston which is megs recent ex, is being a complete child. im more of an adult than he ever will be and so is megan. he said something to me that made me feel horible..i almost cried but i held it in...i dont like to cry that much in front of others. well im gona go ttyl