fuck fuck fuck fuck

ok so im sittin here cryin my eyes out hopin to god that its not her on the computer at her house..cuz if so that means shes not pickin up which means her stuped mother fucking boyfriend is tellin her no can speak to me..and if i find out thats the case im gonna go down to belington police station and start some helll. and if its that she rather choose him over me as a friend..well then ive just about had it. i wish everone would just shut the fuck up and listen to me for once..ive been thru it fucking all ...i love megan to death..i fuckin do but this is bullshit..maybe im just overreactin. maybe its him from his computer at work and megans out somewhere...but if thats not the case im gonna give people hell. IVE HAD IT