i cant fix u and u dont want me

ok so right now me and my boyfriend..i think..r fighting cuz he thinks i had sex with one of my good friends matt tompson..come on now...plus i think im in love with dem both now...one wants me half way and the other fully..or did i think..ive just had it...my girl megan went to the hospital the other day..i was worried shitless bout her....ugh..everythings fine do....i think...um lately ive felt like my friends r trying to make me pick and choose my friends and im just sooo stressed and i dont know what yto do bout it but try like always to make EVERYONE happy......i want to stay wit jeremey but my gosh hes so fucking complicated...damn..and i thouyght i was a drama queen haha....neways..ttyall later