hahaha..fuck

ok so im about to head to bed early, ive done nothing all day but for some reason im exhausted. all ive done is watch tv ..talk to my girl megan. luv er to death, and get on the internet. i didnt even cook today.,.wtf. i did go outside though for about 10 minutes and and while i was out there i picked off three bugs. a catapillar, a spider.ehhhhhh. and a green bug. i havent talked to anyone as much as i do megan in a long time..except for my mum i call her like 5 times a day...i geuss somehow maybe im mental an emotionally exushted. who knows. and for some reason today i got really angry over something stuped. i had to go take a few breaths and tell myself everythin is alrght.... i need to start takin my depakote again lol. im gettin upset about everything. ok so imma gonna graba somethina toa eata beforea i a goa toa beda. hmm i dont know what though. my fridge is full of junk that i dont wanna eat and i dont wanna cook either. shit heres a way to lose weight...buy stuff you dont like..thats what i get for not eating before i go grocery shopping. i thnk im gonna clean house tommorow before my mum comes up with xander. me and her are gonna go to the farmers market..im gonna get some more herbs for my garden. i dont know what though. ok im gettin a head ache...im gonna get off here write more senseless crap letter..lol now i sound like my brother..